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dear_youDear you,
I'm so lovesick for you that I am utterly terrified of rejection by you. I've actually cared about you for longer than I even realized, and feel so lost when it comes to expressing any form of feelings for you. I know I've written a note, but it's not even a fraction of how much I want to tell you about how I feel. At work, when you are near me, I feel so at peace and giddy, even if it's brief or in passing. When I see you, I don't see someone who is my supervisor, but someone who I have deep-seated respect for and my heart skips a beat. I fear my heart may burst or break with how strongly I feel, but also with how terrified I am.
The girl who is standing among your employees, crying to be loved,
Me.
I'm so lovesick for you that I am utterly terrified of rejection by you. I've actually cared about you for longer than I even realized, and feel so lost when it comes to expressing any form of feelings for you. I know I've written a note, but it's not even a fraction of how much I want to tell you about how I feel. At work, when you are near me, I feel so at peace and giddy, even if it's brief or in passing. When I see you, I don't see someone who is my supervisor, but someone who I have deep-seated respect for and my heart skips a beat. I fear my heart may burst or break with how strongly I feel, but also with how terrified I am.
The girl who is standing among your employees, crying to be loved,
Me.
