Too late left unspoken.
Nov. 4th, 2009 10:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Dear You,
I always wanted to ask you out. On a real date. I wanted to get dinner and listen to you talk about comic books and not even worry that I was making a fool out of myself by laughing too loud. I wanted to kiss you.
I wanted you to kiss me.
I developed a crush on you right about the same time I developed a crush on someone we both know. Both of these crushes made me timid, made me hide behind 'I could never be attractive enough' (minus one ill advised drunk night with him which I punctuated 'I'll take the chicken please' because I could never be his type.)
But that's not what this is about. This is about you. It's about the fact that I've been into you for a pretty darn long time, and I didn't know how to say it and now it looks like it's too late, and I think that makes me an idiot.
I wish we'd gone out, at least once.
-Me
I always wanted to ask you out. On a real date. I wanted to get dinner and listen to you talk about comic books and not even worry that I was making a fool out of myself by laughing too loud. I wanted to kiss you.
I wanted you to kiss me.
I developed a crush on you right about the same time I developed a crush on someone we both know. Both of these crushes made me timid, made me hide behind 'I could never be attractive enough' (minus one ill advised drunk night with him which I punctuated 'I'll take the chicken please' because I could never be his type.)
But that's not what this is about. This is about you. It's about the fact that I've been into you for a pretty darn long time, and I didn't know how to say it and now it looks like it's too late, and I think that makes me an idiot.
I wish we'd gone out, at least once.
-Me